Casting for the show Reload on the TNT channel took place in Yekaterinburg

– My psychological problems come from childhood. My father was in a psychiatric clinic, diagnosed with schizophrenia. When I was 3 years old, he beat my pregnant mother in front of my eyes. Then he began to beat me and my sister Dasha. I remember that while eating, when I began to indulge, he came up to me and said “Eat!” started hitting my face on the plate …

Another time my sister and I were playing near the house, and my father suddenly decided that our pet dog would bite us now. He took the knife and stuck it in the dog’s head. I remember how the dog’s eyes twitched …

And now I am afraid of a repetition of what was already in my family. When I see my boyfriend, the father of our two children, I constantly think that he can do the same. We have been with him since the age of 14. He repeatedly asked me to marry him, and I constantly refuse. Although he is good, he does not beat me, he earns. Recently, our relationship has deteriorated. I began to move away from him, and he, feeling this, constantly points out to me my shortcomings. I want to let go of all this and become happy …

– I do not know how to communicate with men. Probably because in my childhood my dad beat my mom in front of my eyes. Since then, I have become very strong, like my mother (now she lives with her stepfather), I always say that I can handle it myself, that I do not need help. But of course I need help. I have no idea what the correct family model is. I am raising my son alone, he is 2 years 9 months old. But I was not married, the young man insisted on an abortion, and when I gave birth, we parted.

For more than 4 years she did nothing with her style, did not change at all. I can’t find the right size for my outfits – I used to be much slimmer, so now it’s very difficult for me to get used to the large size.

– We lived with my husband and daughter in Pervouralsk, but a few years ago I moved to Yekaterinburg and began to work here. I was planning to pursue a career in order to earn money for an apartment in Yekaterinburg. And the husband at the very last moment, on the day of the deal, backed down. I then gave him an ultimatum: either we buy an apartment, or we disperse. And he decided to disperse …

During the exhausting, but interesting work, and even with a small child (my daughter was a year old when I left the maternity leave), I completely stopped taking care of myself. I have a twin sister – the same age as me. But everyone who sees us together takes her for my daughter …

I want to change, become beautiful and desirable, find myself a worthy man. And then I myself and myself, completely forgot that after all, a woman!

– I work as a deputy director and run my own small business. From the outside it seems that I am a successful, wealthy woman. But my problem is self-doubt.

Four years ago my husband left me for another woman. They had a child, but he does not maintain a relationship with our joint child. First of all, I blame myself for misbehaving with my husband in marriage. We, as two strong people, competed with each other, I tried to get from him a better relationship with my daughter. But he could not resist and left.

Life brings you to your knees, and you are not sure if you can cope with difficulties …

– I am divorced, the child is a year and three months old. The husband wanted to divorce – he was afraid that he would not cope with the responsibility, although he himself asked for a child.

My problem is that I feel small, frivolous. With the birth of a child, I seemed to have turned into a girl myself. I want people to take me more seriously so that I can get a good job. I have an incomplete higher education – I am a technologist, but I dream of going to medical school.

– I have been on maternity leave for over a year. Before the decree, I had a very active life, but now it’s like groundhog day.

As for the appearance, I want to wear a beautiful dress again, otherwise I hardly get out of jeans … But most of all I dream of improving my family relations, because my husband has a stupid habit of getting on my nerves. I can say something to him 500 times, but he is silent, waiting for me to start screaming. I get pleasure from how nervous I am … Maybe the program psychologist will help me to abstract myself from this, otherwise I react very violently, we often swear.

– Six months ago my second daughter was born and … depression began. While I was pregnant, I imagined how we would walk with the little lyalechka, roll it in a stroller. But everything turned out to be wrong. Now I sit at home a lot, do not devote time to myself, I communicate with few people. The perception of reality is very dark. But this was not the case with the first child, because I gave birth to her early, at the age of 17.

As for the appearance, I really do not like the condition of the skin, it peels off a lot. And the second problem is that I cannot smile, because I have problems with my teeth – after pregnancy they suffered a lot.

I dream of returning to my old self – beautiful and cheerful!